so sad.it is raining with thunder and lightning and i can't go for band concert cos i'm unwell again. my immune system is terrible. today something darn funny happened. well i find it funny but kayi doesn't. kayi told me that she saw _______'s stead in compass point. haha darn funny. i was laughing like mad cos that person is not someone whom i can actually imagine having a stead. i should have been there. haha. kayi is still unable to accept the fact that that particular person has a stead. wonder why? ahem ahem! haha. anyway school was okay today. well mugged like mad for geog yesterday and the paper was tough i guess. need to study for ss, phy and chem now! oh yah did i mention the fact that i totally screwed my bio spa yesterday. it was so screwed up that the colour of the solutions were totally awful and weird. i just hate going to school. lately whenever i'm sitting alone i start thinking too much about life that i just feel like studying shld be stopped. seriously stopped. whats life all about. slogging at school all day long? i don't seem the purpose of the whole thing. so many people agree with me so doesn't this just prove to show that many ppl are living their lifes without a choice. if only i could migrate to australia and live there for the rest of my life. life just seems totally awful.